Forget what we're told. Because, olive juice. You'll always be my #1, through thick or thin.
The paper was crap, I couldn't understand any other questions in paper1 besides 2&4, so I just did those two. & I couldn't understand paper2, so that is it, I am dead. I don't want to think about it anymore, ): It's so depressing that I'm starting to become an elmo permantly! ): My bad.
Think happy thoughts? Give me something I can believe. Don't tear me down, what's left of me.
There were practically no lessons today, it was terrible, boring, draining. Besides the part when Vanna suddenly came up to me & we started going hysterical over the ManU match results! We both thought they were going to lose! I was so sad I went to the computer & started complaining online, but in the end- THEY STILL WON. :D Ha, to all the Chelsea fans who were suaning us in the first half.
Hello, I'm elmo, the nostrum.
Let's welcome Within Temptation, Daughtry & Taylor Swift.
Tomorrow there's tuition, for my own good. Then english papers, then Biology practical, then Sc(P/C) practical. I cannot wait for May to end, though I'm not exactly looking forward to June. Perhaps maybe July. But then, maybe not.
Can you still see the heart of me? All the anger fades away, when you hold me in your embrace. Make my heart a better place. I want to believe that this is for real.
Sha's taller than me! Haha.
Spastic moments.
Post-spams.
Notting Hill is amazingly surreal. Surreal but nice, (:
The characters are so real, it's scary. "R:You have big feet. HG:Yes, I've always had." Hahaha! How cute, :D Hugh Grant looked so cute back then, he's AWESOME. Today was fine, great, amazing & awesome. Plus surreal, but nice. School has been alright, tuition was great. Random calls are surreal, but nice. Okay, I have been repeating that for awhile. Um, surreal but nice. :D Somebody stop me.
Isn't this perhaps a nice opportunity?
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
In the wake of Manchester United's victory which I woke up so early to watch & celebrate, pictures of Van Der Sar, Carrick & some rugby player called James Hook. :D
VAN DER SAR, (: He's one awesome goalkeeper who rocks ass.
CARRRRRRRRRRRRICK, I think he looks so adorable in that englang pictures, he looks like a pinchable little kid okay! :D
James Hook, same name as the bad guy in PETERPAN.
Today was an extremely good day, (: Classes were alright, not as sleepy as they usually are, which is good. After school went to Tiong & got a drink. Came home. Lay down awhile, went to Great World & had Yoshi, (: Haven't had that in awhile. I won Camillus & Joachim in Daytona. Woohoo! How? They crashed right at the last few seconds & I overtook both of them. Hahaha! :D
Anyway, the plan's in action. Zoom zoom GOOOOOOOOO.
Monday, April 23, 2007
Sunday, April 22, 2007
(2006 June 14, world cup 2006)
(2007 Feb 14, throwing a GOLF BALL than landed on the pitch)
(2007 April 1)
ALL PICTURES ARE CREDITED TO GETTY IMAGES.
Torres is hotter than ever now. PLUS, HE'S GOT A SIX-PACK. :D Hahahaha, dies.
Amazing pictures: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WApmnnUxIJw
I'm officially CONFIRMED. Gen, Sam & Sha came, (: I'd like to say, I had a great time. The perfume was really sweet. All the little notes & gifts, I never expected anything, thank you all. Had a realy long walk before I went home, now I can feel it in my feet, I'm never doing that again in a long time! Haha. But the walk was good. Reached home about 10+, bathed and watched 3 consecutive football matches. Today I kept sleeping due to staying up late last night. I want pictures of Torres hairstyle last night! It was amazingly cute, (: Hahaha. Okay, JUST CLICK ON THE LINK. So hot, I like. :D :D :D :D He's love.
So I start a fight, cause I need to feel something.
Friday, April 20, 2007
Hello, I'm Marianne & I've got rope burn. Nice to meet you. Sorry I can't shake your hand, cause it'll hurt. Oh, I forgot to mention that I'll be getting muscle aches tomorrow. Please wish me luck in heels. I have no idea who'll turn up, :/ This is freaky.
Pokemon, EVOLVE! Hahaha, (:
TOMORROW'S CONFIRMATION. -Hyperventilates, faints. NOT. Haha, I wonder who'll be there...
Monday, April 16, 2007
I can feel your sorrow
You won’t forgive me,
but I know you’ll be all right
It tears me apart that you will never know but I have to let go
Tell me I’m frozen but what can I do?
Can’t tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you
You say that I’m frozen but what can I do?
Everything will slip way
Shattered peaces will remain
When memories fade into emptiness
Only time will tell its tale
If it all has been in vain
In my darkest hours I could not foresee
That the tide could turn so fast to this degree
Can’t believe my eyes
How can you be so blind?
Is the heart of stone, no empathy inside?
Time keeps on slipping away and we haven’t learned
So in the end now what have we gained?
Just listen to Within Temptation's entire new album, it's amazing.
NOTE TO SELF: ENGLISH + CHINESE!
Couldn’t save you from the start
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying again
Your silence makes me hold my breath
Time has passed you by
I watched the clouds drifting away
Still the sun can’t warm my face
I know it was destined to go wrong
You were looking for the great escape
To chase your demons away
I’ve been so lost since you’ve gone
Why not me before you?
Why did fate deceive me?
Everything turned out so wrong
Why did you leave me in silence?
Sunday, April 15, 2007
I have not updated in awhile!
FRIDAY:
Was supposed to have 5items test, but it rained! :D God bless the rain. Test has been postponed to Tuesday! (: I was so happy. Went with Wileen to town, went to MUJI & the library. I got two Jill Mansell books, loooottttttttts of fluff(You wish!). I recomment that everyone goes to MUJI and gets the Nachos, they're really tasty! Went for tuition and after that went Tiong for dinner.
SATURDAY:
Slacked my morning away and had tuition in the afternoon. In the evening, went around town trying to find stuff for Pan. In the end bought Korean crispy chicken drumstick shaped biscuits which were SPICY. It was seriously SPICY, I nearly died due to the chilli after-taste! I was sitting at the bus stop trying not to die. Went home & kept drinking liquids, haha! What a loser, yes I know, don't rub it in.
TODAY:
Watched the Manu match! :D It was awesome! Rooney rocks your ass. Plus Carrick too! Carrick's kind of cute, (: Enphasis on kind of! Mass was really tiring, class was kinda not a class? Our last lesson together, ): They played this video/picture thing. Quite sad, so much has changed! After class stayed behind till three plus to finish up the banner & other decorations. Pan & I got our FRIES TREAT, (: I was super hungry & suddenly I got a call asking if we wanted our fries! Haha, DIDI, you savvvvvvved my life. Haha! & don't ever call me jie ever again, it's kinda gross now. I'm not used to it. Went back home & fell asleep, only to wake up and watch the replay of the Manu match. Then watched F1 Racing. RAKKIONEN & MASSA ROCK BIG TIME. (: Go Ferrari! Die Macleran! DIEEEEE. Haha! I swear my life is getting out of control. I shall not come online next week. So no updates till Saturday! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
So I start a fight, to feel something.
You never did give a damn thing, honey.
But I cried, cried for you.
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody
If I died, died for you.
Oh, what a shame.
What a rainy ending give to a perfect day.
Every smile you fake is so condescending.
Counted all the scars you made.
Now that I'm sitting here thinking it through,
I've never been anywhere cold as you.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
I'm staring out into the night
Trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain
Okay, Chris Daughtry + The second summer of the sisterhood = DEPRESSING. I'm addicted to his songs, listening to them over & over again. I ran 2.4km today, finally. Previous week was 1.6km, next week its 2.4km again!
I'm Going Home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no I think you've got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going Home
I'm happy, (: I'm sad, ): I'm happy & sad.
Don't make me confused, no.
The miles are getting longer it seems
The closer I get to you
I've not always been the best man or friend for you
But your love remains true and I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you
But when we're apart I feel it too
& no matter what I do, I feel the pain
With or without you.
This song bring back the younger days, seriously YOUNGER days. It's what, nine years old already! But the verse is still stuck in my head! This was when Justin was still young & innocent, still very much in love with Britney & I wasn't screwed. I was pretty much really good then, (: Aha! Okay, maybe not, but yeah. That year I went to London & France :D
Today was a BORING day & my posts are getting more & more boring.
IN CARRICK, WE TRUST. :D I just love Manchester United! :D 7-1, amazing. You goooooo MANU! :D I love Manchester United. They're the utimate sex.
I'm back to my Hermione/Drace days! (:
You can't save me, you can't change me, you can't blame me. Well, I'm waiting here to take the fault. Everything's my fault.
Save Me - Unwritten Law
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading
From all the things that we are
And are not saying
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn
I love love love this song, (: I swear Daughtry can just make you cry & cry & cry. It's so emo-packed. My right eye really hurts, it's like muscle ache or something. I don't know what homework I have today & I'm really tired.
I never felt like this before
Just when I leave I'm back for more
Nothing else here seems to matter
In these ever changing days
You're the one thing that remains
I could stay like this forever
I've been pretty much a happy & sad girl, but that's just life right? Okay this sounds pretty emo. But rant I shall. Provoke thee not or thee will break. Maybe my eye hurting is a sign, maybe I'm just superstitious. One minute we're cold, next, we're back to where we were. & on the other side, now we're dead cold. Maybe I was too rash? Perhaps things change when you don't want it to. Like karma, you know? Perhaps I pushed you too far.
I'm staring out into the night
Trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain
No more strange circumstances, I'm giving in to the pain.
Monday, April 09, 2007
One day you're up, next day you're down. You're on a roller coaster, going round & round. It's moving at the speed of sound, but you want it at the speed of light. It's all a blur.
Past few days have been great, (: Or so I perceived it to be! Saturday woke up at 5+, left the house around 12, walked around town abit, went for tuition, walked around town abit again, came back at 7ish. Left at late 8ish for church, came home around midnight. Saturday was a really good & enjoyable day! :D Plus, church had HAZE, hahaha! PSI soared to 200+? Hahaha(Inside joke)! & I advise you never to sit next to Ivan during Easter mass, unless you wish to be starred at and embarrassed! It was terrrrrrrrrible. He got super excited when it came to regina coeli. Crazy. Sunday stayed home until night, had dinner at some random seafood place.
School's fineeeeeee, half the class was missing due to SYF. BFF/BMF looked really cool in her outfit! But the hair is just O_O crazy. It looked like all of them had superglue in their hair! Okay, exaggerating. Saw Fab & Ben at the bus stop. Came home bathed & here I am!
Here's a moment to shine.
Friday, April 06, 2007
& when anger takes over? Hurt. Stop hurting, or one day I'll break. Cross out what has become.
I'm so tired, it's not funny anymore. I feel like just having my cheese breadsticks with cranberries and nothing else. No more, no less. I'm exhausted. But I can't sleep. I feel so sick of this world, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4 Singapore needs a Juan Mann.
& no I'm not depressed or emo! Tsk.
I don't like illusions, I can't see them clearly.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Let's not kill the Karma
Let's not start a fight
It's not worth the drama
For a Beautiful Liar
Can’t we laugh about it
It’s not worth our time
We can live without him
Just a Beautiful Liar
I GOT MY DRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, (: I love Daniel Yam. I ran 1.6km during pe today & I just gave way. I had real bad stomach pains during the 7th round & I stopped at the 8th. Went home, bathed, changed, went to get dress. Went to church! :D Mass was alright, after mass was supppppper funny. Chatted for real long & went home around ten plus? There's church in 8 plus hours time & my feet HURT.
Anyway, MARCELLA FELL DOWN TODAY. Clap clap. She was laughing at a joke, walked backward into two people who were inocently sitting & talking at the back, lost her balance & fell backward, smack in the middle of them! HAHAHA. & she just sat there real stunned. I couldn't stop laughing for the rest of the lesson. & here it is. I'm laughing as I type this out, Marmar, HAHA! :D
Flames to dust, LOVERS TO FRIENDS.
Friends to ?
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
I just realised many people are selling clothes online. There are a few cool places, but I personally find this one cute, http://tees-fashionistaffair.blogspot.com/ I simple adore the LOVE/HATE shirt, it's so cute! Plus it's only $12. Cheap imported stuff, cool! http://catch-your-eye.blogspot.com/ This person, Val, makes her own jewellary!
Okay, dress shopping tomorrow, I hope I can find the perfect one, ): Today I nearly gave up finidng for one! Tomorrow I shall go to C.K.Tang, I've been hanging around Isetan too much & it hasn't been very productive. Perhaps I should try Far East? I have this stupid urge to buy more & more heels, they're freaking addictive, I swear. I should be getting sneakers instead, I haven't gotten one in awhile. But then again, I still have those canverse shoes, which are amazingly awesome too. & addictive once you start wearing them, cause they look real nice with anything.
What am I doing? Fashion talk is so not my thing, I shall stop digressing and get to the point. I am living in denial, okay, point stated, so I can finally GO IN PEACE. Bye.
Erase myself.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
My new facourite song, LINKIN PARK'S WHAT I'VE DONE.
The video is finally outtttt! :D Click & watch. Haha! Someone said they were becoming like U2, uh, no! There's still a little screaming. Plus, I love the whole new hairdo and dress sense, :D :D :D CHESTER BENNINGTON IS AWESOME. (: I love his vocals! Oh mannnnnnnnnn. Can you please come to Singapore NOW NOW NOW, I want to see him in real life, hahaha. Plus Mike Shinoda! :D He's another cute ass, who is musically TALENTED. Seriously, he can sing, play the piano and guitar!
But they're like 30(Mike) & 31(Chester). Saaaaaaaaaaaad. Plus Chester has like four sons and married twice. Sadder. Okay, OLIVER JAMESSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Hahaha!
OH & PEOPLE. BORAT ISN'T THAT BAD LOOKING. http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/d/d8/AliG-Harv.jpg HERE HE IS AS ALI G. :D
Monday, April 02, 2007
No comprimise, cause its all lies.
So don't talk to me, you don't want to hear what I have to say.
You still don't get it. Used to.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Av-Hb1KFD7I
Chicken drumsticks are LOVE. So is Bennnnnnnnn, aww, Ben. :D SOMEONE BRING BEN OVER TO SINGPORE AGAIN PLEASEEEEE. I went over twice & I still can't find him. ): So close yet so far? I remember you were singing at Zouk when I was p4 laaaa, I was listening in bed & kinda jumping up & down. It was 'Take On Me'. Haha! I still remember. (:
Sunday, April 01, 2007
That's the price of the dress, $89.90 I reserved it. I think I'll go get it tomorrow, I don't have enough $$ now. ):
I bet you'd look at Jason or the other guy & burst out laughing when you see this, BUT THE SONG'S REALLLLLY NICE. No kidding. (: For all the Take That fans, here's an old one.
Love ain't here anymore.
So long & goodbye.